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Thursday, May 10, 2012

Feliz dia de las Madres

Mama.
I know I haven't always been the best kid
I know for sure at times I was the worst.
I've had anger in my heart many times against you
Not knowing, sometime selfish.
I've known that things aren't always what they seem.
That you scarified a great deal to make sure we we're clothed and fed.
Thank you. I love you.
Thanks for working those late nights & sometimes having to bike there (crazy)
Thank you for moving me out of that very toxic environment against my better judgement 
assuring that I graduated high school.
I've wronged you so many times. 
And that time you slapped me because I called you names..I deserved it.
No violence isn't the answer and you apologized a second after. But you have to know that I was so mean to you and know that I needed to be brought back to reality. You never hit me before this.
Having L has opened my eyes to how hard you had it.
Although our relationship has improved dramatically I still have lots to apologize.
I hope to start with this..




Te quiero y te adoro Madre mia.


I have no pictures of us ..when i was younger. You don't know how much I hate that.

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