and my spontaneity sucks..I always end up needing something vital.
Anyway,
I'm so excited to celebrate with everyone my little guy.
In addition I'm planning my Dh's( darling husband) "Fiesta de graduacion".
I know a Mexican themed graduation party! So close to Cinco de Mayo lmao!
I't getting down to the wire.
For Lucas the theme is color.
Just plain color explosion everywhere! Rainbow if you must.
People have been asking.."what's the theme". I say color or brights..or the rainbow.
I get a crazy look.
Well I'm kinda used to those anyway.
I rebel against buying anything themed, at least until L is addicted to some cartoon.
He doesn't have any "popular cartoon" anythings.
These items are too expensive and over rated.
But alas..I know he will see something on the pesky t.v.
(that I try to avoid getting him hooked on)
and I will have to give in, at least an inch.
I am a sucker for his smiles.
I will be taking pictures for his invite.
Last year around this time I was sitting uncomfortably on the couch writting him a post
on his dear babe mommy journal.
May 8 (32w6d)
Hello beautiful baby , Today is a great
day. Your moving around and it’s oh so lovely it’s a little hot but I love it
because the days are numbered until we meet you . In seven weeks you should be
here with us, next to me and daddy. We’ll I’m not going to lie that I’m not a
bit scared but not as much as I think I should be. Anyway about Lola, She’s
doing well but I can’t wait until that cast comes off and she’s back to her
normal self. It’s so stressful and daddy and I have to deal with it. I would
really want her up and well by the time you get here. I really think that she’s
gonna have a really hard time when you get here because she has been my only
baby for so long and I love her but there’s tons of love to go around. She’s
forced to be caged at this moment with a cone around her head because she can’t
keep it on. But enough of stress let’s talk of you. Well I haven’t seeing a
picture of you in like three months and I really want to see what you look
like. Although all that matters is your health I still wonder who you will take
after. I mean not to brag but I was an adorable child : ) . I really hope to
teach you to be kind and to always be grateful for what you have and not think
of what you lack off. I even have a hard time understanding this sometimes and
feel bad when I think I lack some material item that I don’t need. I’m really
trying to change that about me. I guess it has to do with how I was raised not
having much and always wanting to preserve everything I got. I hope I’m a great
mom to you. Till next time ..love MOM
It still makes me sad to read stuff about Lola..I'm sad she won't be in L's life.
Anyway 6 weeks until 1'st BIRTHDAY!
Let the official countdown begin!
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